ang bilis ng net hihi i love this
She deserves better
, you say. I say: You’re a goddamn coward. What she deserves is an actual person she can connect with. She deserves you, or me or the entire world; she deserves someone achingly real and honest. She deserves a human being equally raw to pursue her and love her and, perhaps, destroy her emotionally, but she deserves all that as well. She doesn’t deserve anyone’s sugary fairytale. She deserves to float freely, with you, or me, or the world, into the very depths of her own psychosynthesis. She deserves to explore the meaning of the word "intimacy"
, with someone beside her that will care regardless.
She fucking deserves all
of it. So, pluck up the courage and be
with her or leave her in peace but don’t you dare "sell"
her your own "inadequacy"
as a lie so that, again, you manage to comfort your conscience and eventually come to feel that you love her exactly because you’re letting her go.
Because, darling, that’s bullshit. That’s only you own little self-created lie laying behind a much bigger lie; it’s not even properly concealed within itself, you fucking idiot.
I hate it when people judge me based on what they only see for a short period of time. They don’t at least get to know the reasons behind my actions or at least, my intentions.
my new favorite post on tumblr
After high school you realize you were only friends with some people because you saw them five times a week.
"When one door closes, another one is opened."
"Yeah. I know."
"Why so worried?"
"Not all doors are always in sight. What you’re looking at right now is the closed door, you still have to find the one being opened. Sometimes, it’s already too late. The doors might be opened right now but what if when you get there the door is already closed?"
"That was deep, man."
"Well, you started it."
My father had taught me to be nice first, because you can always be mean later, but once you’ve been mean to someone, they won’t believe the nice anymore. So be nice, be nice, until it’s time to stop being nice, then destroy them.
You’re worth it, but am I?
- Six word story, January 1, 2014 (52/365)